Thursday, February 4, 2010

A piece of my heart gone

The last month of too have been a bit crazy for me. There was the usual holiday bustle which normally i dont mind. But this year my oldest dropped a huge bomb on me. She asked to go live with Dad and her other family. Broke my heart and like any parent i blamed myself for doing something wrong. But she is almosrt a teenager and needed to try something new. So with a very heavy heart i said yes. And with that i died a little inside. But had to keep it together for Ashlee, who already has a difficult time going there. now she feels even more left out. The part of it, is its brought my Colin and i closer together.

so life moves on and Kaitlin is realizing the grass is not always greener on the other side lol. But it makes weekends that much more special.

The other thing is Colin's mom got very ill just before thanksgiving and got progessively worse. it wasnt until january thAt they actually found the cause of her illness. so she went to the hospital for a few weeks and is now in rehab. she is doing much better and is looking forward to hopefully being released in a few weeks. its been tougher on Colin than i think he is willing to admit. its tough to admit that your parents arent getting any younger.