So where to begin. im approaching my 5th year anniversary at work. yay me! lol its a jb. i have some good co workers and some non good. but i just try to make the best of it. things have been crazy and busy lately. Kaitlin is still living with dad but i still see alot of her. Ashlee is having issues due to her dad and we're dealing. it just makes me mad because they say they treat them all the same but they dont and suchis the cause of ashlee's issue. but some how it gets to be my fault. so life is what it is and i try to deal every day the best i can
had a nasty cancer scare last month. but everything came back beign and i got to breath a sigh of relief. my family(the ones i live with) have been supportive loving and fantaastic. i love you both for the things you have done for me. the ones who dont, and need to play the marytir and blame everyone else? you can all go punt. i cant be bothered with silly games anymore. you are older and made your own decisions. so dont blame me for your unhappiness. grow up and move on. i have decided life is too short and the cycle needs to be broken. i lvoe you all but i dont have to like you. so when you're ready to stop placing blame and playing games ill be here. and ill sleep better at night cuz i know the truth. live peacefully.
and again life as is
