Growing up

So im having some serious issues. I took my oldest daughter to school last night for jjr high orientation. And as she sat whispering about this teacher and that, i teared up thinking about my baby growing up too fast. and she turned and said "Mom, are you crying again?" lol. Im very happy for her. she used to be very shy and had a hard time making friends. And the end of last year it was like watching a flower bloom. Unfortunately im not ready...lol.....although my wise friend carol says i will never be ready. And then to top it all off my youngest turns double digits next month. My baby, turning 10! whats a mom to do? so if the next few months im an emotional rollercoaster thats why lol

Life is pretty good at this point. Spent the last few months lost in my head, not always a good thing but it was definately needed. Im finding my way slowly but surely. And im even writing again. I found out who my true friends are and the ones that are only out for using me. And ive made some news ones that surprised me. Thank you Nay NAy for making me laugh when i thought there was no reason left for it! i love ya girlie! ok ok i suppose i should get back to work.